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Well, how exactly would I start this? I guess you could say I cut myself. I guess I can say that I am depressed. I would say was but it hasn’t passed. I’m not sure why, but I think I might have a pretty good idea. Sometimes I wonder why I hug so much. The answer? I just love it. I never hear I love you or get a hug in return. I mean I was talking to my friend the other day; we were in a fight. Actually I was in a fight with ALL of my friends, the question they all wanted to know? Why are you so sad? Why are you so depressed? Why are you pushing us away? The truth is, I don’t want to talk about it. And sometimes, I just plain d

I see the pain her eyes, the pleading look for forgiveness of herself and others. I want to help, I want to be the one that will show her there is rescue, that recovery is there. I want to hide the sharps paint the walls white again. Clean up the blood and kiss her goodnight. I want to kiss her scars away I want to write love on her arms. Show her she is more then she knows that she deserves better I want to make the pain go away chase her demons back to hell fight for her in ways that no one else had. Shes slipped through the cracks ignored by everyone I want to save her show her we care Make her want to live

I wear these scars for a reason, I fought my way through each season. And although those wounds do heal, they don't erase how I feel. A deep release they may give, but that is no way to live. So I am still not set free, from the legion of demons in me. Don't judge when you see our scars, they don't define who we are. We know that theres scars in us all, we all get hurt when we fall. But in this we've found a home, together we're never alone. For when we all share our pain, a family and healing we gain. It's not always what it seems, these traces of lost memories. And though you think that it's wrong, it just reminds me I'm

Guardian Angel With desolation you sit by your window and cry Though you never will know it, I stand at your side Your whole life I've been here to share in your pain I'm your Guardian Angel; we two are the same I see with your eyes and weep with your tears Reveal faults eclipsing as dense fog slowly clears I breathe with your lungs and speak with your tongue Whisper incessantly that your mind's come undone I touch with your hands and feel with your heart So with our shared hands I tear your insides apart Your thoughts are my thoughts, your soul mine as well So I set it aflame as I laugh to myself Your sick, tormented spirit a pl

If you're unhappy, sad, or just need a friend, My love will cause your troubles to end, May you always be content and never be alone, I will support you by any means if only to atone, For any sin you commit, and any trespass you make, Our existence is pure and our love cannot be faked, I will take your soul to put at ease, I will watch over you as you please, I will always be there to not let you fall, Whether you love, don't mind, or want me at all, If you need my comfort or any aid, I will give it selflessly, free of trade, I'm here for you and myself as well, For life without you is like a life in hell, Keep me inside your he